Regarding The Ex.
So, after watching his last video I feel betrayed all over again. Yeah yeah, I know I should stop watching them. But I only started again when I found out he was moving to Korea. Korea’s a long way from South America. I’m sure he said the Lord commanded him to go to South America to save all those lost souls.
I’m confused.
All these weird broken plans makes me wonder whether or not God was really the reason why he broke up with me. I’m thinking it was more because of her. I knew about her all along. Yet I don’t blame her at all because she was me in 2006.
Watch the video.
4:49 is a stab in the heart.
Did you see it? That little pause as he thought of her?
Before her, that little pause was mine.
That’s true you should stop watching them because it obviously isn’t good, but it’s also true that it’s not that easy at all. Our minds can know one thing but our hearts can tug at another and I’m sure that is whats happening to you with his video’s.
I have only recently stumbled upon your videos & got the address to your blog from one of them so unfortunatly I’m not so up to date on your situation I can really say anything. But I do send you good wishes, and I’ll keep you in my thoughts. Hang in there Jen<3