Blurred.

The cold air in this room has blurred my window. It’s warm outside. Warm and wet. The air feels so thick with moisture it almost feels like you’re drowning – inhaling huge mouthfuls of water, suffocating.

Perhaps it’s just the way I’m feeling right now. My eyes feel blurred… as if the paradox of emotions I’m currently feeling has created a mist in my vision the same way the cold and hot air has fogged my window.

I don’t know what I’m feeling.. I can’t make up my mind. I can’t quite make out one whole emotion clearly.

I do see glimpses of sadness, happiness, awe, anxiety, complete fear and utter exhaustion though.